I know I can, I know I can

Hey,

I am trying to cure this disgusting disease I have called PROCRASTINATION, I have had it for as long as i can remember, and i just don't know how to get rid of it. It is the most annoying thing about myself. If i was into cutting this would provoke it. They say that you're suppose to make a checklist and go through each duty step by step. I have attempted this numerous times and i start off great but of course i never finish.

For instance i need to start doing Pilate's. I have the DVD already in the player all i have to do is press play, but nooo. Well, maybe that's just laziness, I'm also infected with that. The combination of the both is deadly. I really have to shake it off.

I read somewhere, that in order to figure out the amount of water you should drink daily, you have to divide your weight by two and that will give the amount of ounces. For example I weigh 160/2= 80. So I should drink 80 ounces of water which comes to 10 cups. Currently, i drink 3 cups, on a good day.

I haven't been reading my PMA book they way i should, that's why my motivational talks have died down, but I'm getting back focused, between the holidays, finals, and my men drama, i fell of track.

P.S.- To my good friend who held my hand throughout 2007, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. We hold the keys to the city. For those of you are trying to figure out "is it me?" No it is not you, its Gossip Boy.

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5,4,3,2,1 Happy New Year

Happy New Year,

I hope we are all attaining our goals, and keeping positive.

Its been kind of hard to maintain my PMA with all the stuff Ive been going thru, but you are only strong as your hardest test, so on that note I am That Bitch.

A lonely bitch, but I'm alright with that. i wouldn't mind sittin down pon it, or balance pon it. So it goes.

I've been listening to MJB Cd for the last two weeks and i love it, I love everything MJB do. except for that no more drama BS.

So I think my Ex is gone for real for real this time, i wish him well and all the happiness in the world. On the other hand my boo thru the mirror is still acting crazy, i just don't get it. I appreciate the comments/advice, it seems as if every one is on the same page.

I hope the New Year brings all you wished for.

See you in the '08!

Can I get 2 ft. please!

So, Ive been going back and forth on what to talk about on this blog and whether or not i should i should have a theme, well I'm still praying on it.

For, now lets talk about the men in the clubs who stay babysitting. you know exactly who I'm talking about. I am talking about the one who play you close the whole night, the one the every time you exhale he inhales. This happens to me EVERY TIME I go out. It never fails.

They stay, smelling my neck, whispering in my ear, caressing my back, as if we came to the club together. I go to the bathroom, he waiting outside for me. I mean what is that? why would you do this to someone? Why are you hugging me? why? why? why???

What if my man walked in, what would be your explanation?

You got my friends laughing at me.

If your a guy and you're reading this, and this sounds sort of, kind of, a little bit like you. Here is some advice. You have to follow the 8 minute rule. You have 8 minutes total, to introduce and sell yourself. If after 8 minutes, your prey doesn't seem interested , spin wit it, tek weh self and move unto the next. It is just that simple.

I feel a celebration coming!!!!

Hola!

So if you didn't know, I'm telling you now, my birthday is coming. Oh Yes, its almost here. I just made reservations to go to the spa. Yea, that's what I'm doing, taking it real nice and easy. Maybe I'll go to AC and gamble, what the hell. I love to gamble its just something about that slot machine yelling at me Big Money! Yup that's what I'll do.

I have no idea what to talk about today. Oh, this is for the ladies; there is this girdle called spanx. this purchase is a must. it starts from right under the breast, and its shorts that goes midway down your thighs. All the stars use it including BEYONCE. My mom bought one and it works. It gets rid of all your love handles and lifts your booty. its really comfortable and no bulges! It starts at about $150, I'm not sure of the price because i am not advertising, but its a good buy.

I'm also doing some freelance head hunting (looking for jobs for the unemployed). If you or someone is in need of a job leave a comment or email me.

ok love ya.

Enough is Enough

Thank the good Lord for today and everyday.

You know, when it rains it pours, but you have the keep the the faith if you want to see the sun shine again.

There are people in this world who are just out for your demise. You don't have to warrant it, you can be in your own world minding your business, and here they come fire blazing, just gunning for you. I say cut them where they stand, one time. I mean life is hard already, why you wanna fight me.

BX Ryder called me today, and you know she has a little situation she has to deal with, and here comes the devil in the form of a female of course to add flame to the fire. Just pure negativity. Exercising all of the seven negative emotions. With blatant perfidious statements. I told her she should have chopped her where she stood. I have a very low tolerance for negativity. I just can't. When you know someone has something negative to say, stop them before hand, to prohibit their bile from polluting your mind.

Please learn to love yourself, and stop forcing your self-hate on others.

To the she devil who attempted to hurt my BX Ryder, i will be sure to include her in my prayers, because she obviously needs it.

And we're back!

I hope all is well, I've been extremely busy trying to make sense of life.

I've been trying his new thing, whenever someone upsets me, i deal with it and let it go. It has to be the most liberating thing ever. No more sleepless nights for me! This is so big for me, being that i am extremely sensitive, for no reason at all. If you met me you will never know, its something that has to be told, and i tell everyone. You have to be open with your inner circle. You must communicate.

I think that i am becoming anorexic, i am so afraid to eat. Every time i eat i feel so guilty, i just cant take it anymore.

I am really in a good state of mind, I'm really feeling myself, what you know bout that. i just feel light. I've really been focused on improving my PMA (Positive Mental Attitude) and its working wonders in my life. I mean thank you Jesus!.

I'm thinking of changing my wardrobe, but i cant want to spend the money. What happened to the days when being beautiful was suffice.

I love my best friend My Gal, i told her she was useless. LOL but i love her. for real for real.

But no, seriously i need to improve my wardrobe, everyone says that i am just plain, i thought i was classic.

Sometimes you have to ask others for their opinion, in order to take stock of yourself. You should be open to constructive criticism.

I stopped using the patch, so i should be around for another couple of years. i shouldn't of started it in the first place, but it was an act of liberty. I'll explain later.

Did you know my favorite word is Alleluia

Remember to Smile!

P.S. Why don't married men act married?

In a rush

Hi Guys,

I've been busy all day, but i still made time for you guys. I hope you smiled at least once today, and if you did hold on to that thought and let take you through the rest of the day.

Thanks to those who are leaving comments, I wish the rest of you would. I want to know who is out there. I want to hear your thoughts.

I have to go, i will make it up tomorrow i promise.